Remmeber that feeling, the one you had when you were younger.  Before the pain before the worry before the panic before the hate.  Remmeber her, the smell of her hair, the taste of her lips.  The secrets you share the built rmember the late night calls, the whispers in the dark.  the feeling of the time beforree pain shatteered hope, before worry stifled genius, before hate hurt your heart.  Remember the feeling your hard in hers.  Or was it him.  The worry will they know can they tell when will they find out.  No matter the time, no matter who it was whether it was a he or a she.  Do you remmeber?  Despite the or fear.  Despite the pain and ahte instead of the fear and loathing