Surging Against the Night

So many memories free like baby birds from their perches.  As they spread there wings  they evoke thought and memory allowing me to be me with you.  Safety I can offer.  As the battle cry was sounded fist were raised in protest yet I did not die; no one did.  I am happy and yet I want more.  Sex ...sure but I long to lay beside you in honesty and trust.  My lifes work, yours, children, mine you and a stable home.  In openess I have found calm and her belly I long to hear from clear and calm to rumbling, long to hear, long to lay beside her in honesty and trust until all walls are shattered and it is us in union on a path towards forever.  Sure I am calm but I am not perfect.  I am hurt, I stray yet you listen understand me and offer the choice of good feeling to me.  I will wait...work...sure, but the real work is yet to come, yet to cum yet there is no rush.  As Saturday afternoons after soccer and lunch I am fulfilled by heaven in her.  Your love my need my hope to reciprocate in honesty and togetherness was the word of the day and soI sing.  Hey Dude, don't be afraid, you were made to, go out and get her, remember to give her all of your heart, then you will start to make it better.  And as I do I am filled by the ultimate, like peace in God.  The Lord has carried me away and ensured safety despite all the worry and now may you return to me as I may return and continue West and pass along last to comfort you in your passing.  Your worries are naught as you are, more, a great carer, a smooth player to lead me, and a beings brain like me, but most precious close to me and you are not that, nor her, you are and I hope you can remember that feeling and come and cum with me and move West never fading, forever surging against the night.